The phase

I sometimes feel I'm loosing my original energy but what if it is my real energy just me and only me.. there is no consequence where I'm or whom I'm with I just want to be with myself because I like it when I'm with myself rather my outer self is surrounded by people but my inner self is just with me.. and I am currently in this stage of my life..but why I enjoying it? no one knows how much I feel troubles to live among people or how I'm living in this crowd.

And here where I'm noone knows me or I don't know either but it's relaxing.. Solitude is addictive. But sometimes I wonder what is this chaos we all are doing for.

Just for some coins or just to survive! 

can we live without this chaotic life?

It's all so depressing and disturbing

I feel like I don't fit in..heart is heavy and mind is bursting with thousands of thoughts. All I can see is numbness. I want to talk but suddenly I don't feel like talking to anyone. losing my self confidence. Sometimes I feel a strange vibration in my body a panic vibrantion may be Or i don't know what's that. A fake smile to pretend but I don't know if I am happy or not . I am trying to be normal and trying to be productive but I failed sometimes. I don't know why My inner self is full of chaos.🙂🌼

And what will be my bid for freedom??

Becuase there is too much to bear.

What I shall commit!!!! 

✍️Lata garg 

And i feel when jane Austen says in pride and prejudice 

That 

 "Till this moment I never knew myself."